If I Snapped

If I begged you  

Would you stay with me?  
If I called you  
Would you come?  
If I said I’ll do anything  
Would you love me?  
If I die of this broken heart  
Would you even care?  
 
If I became your stalker  
Would you hate me?  
If I broke into your home  
and lay down in your bed  
To smell the scent of you  
Would you be afraid?  
If I left my spoiled panties  
From masturbating  
Would you be disgusted?  
 
If I used your tooth brush  
Drank from your milk bottle  
Would you know?  
If I stole your favorite shirt  
Would you miss it?  
If I wore it around town  
And you saw me  
Would you want it back?  
 
If I put my bra in her underwear drawer  
 where she could find it  
Would you be able to explain?  
If I approached her, ready to fight for you  
and she had to get a restraining order  
Would you ask me to come back?  
If I ran her over in my car  
And had to go to jail for manslaughter  
Could you still love me?  
 
If you found me in bed beside you  
 in the middle of the night  
With a knife at your throat about to strike  
Only to wake from your nightmare  
With a shout  
Would you then come back to me?